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Hey Y'all! I just finished my xanga.. ..hmmm..this was the easiest thing Ive had to set up.. even easier than friendster.. whatever happened to that, do people still use it?? Anyways, I finished all my finals finallyyyy and I am at home in Bartlett!! anyone around town wanna chill just gimme a call!! hmm but yeah, its vacation for a whole 4 months! oh wait, nevermind, summer school in a month, OOPS! ughhh that should be fun.....going to UIC in the summer...hmmm...but anyway, it should be a good summer! I can feel it!! To anyone whom i forgot to say goodbye to before i left, GOODBYE!! sorry!, I had to leave right a-way.. lol....hmm thought of the day.... I am sure everyone has those moments where they wonder about life and the choices they make...Well, tonight is a good night for me.. I just got home, and finally got a chance to sit and think about life...well not really, I'm still half unpacked---well I am unpacked, now I just have to find a place to put things....that means throwing old shyt out and putting in the new....They say the choices you make affect where you end up in life...It all comes down to people, or so I think.. The people you meet have a great influence on your choices...You may run into an old friend in the middle of your day and make plans w/ them and then end up marrying one of their cousins! okay thats a little weird, nm, sorry I got carried away with my thoughts. . If anyone talks to me on AIM, they would know Im REALLY random. Sometimes you wonder why you did what you did, and what happened as a result, and what you are going to do about the situation.. Do you want to keep it like it is? or change it? are u happy with yourself? or are you not? its like that song by Stacie Orrico :
"There's Gotta Be More to Life"
I've got it all but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go?
There's gotta be more to life
Than chasing down every temporary high
To satisfy me
'Cause the more that I'm
Trippin out, thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life but I'm sure
There's gotta be more
the lyrics are plain and simple, shes wondering if theres more to life than getting these highs and lows everytime something comes your way...she has everything she could possibly need, yet she wants more, and she feels like shes missing something but she can't figure it out..and she wants to let go of that feeling of "missing something"...hmmmm..good song.....
but anyways.. yes....so thats my thought of the evening.. why cant people let things go.. things that make them worry. why cant people live life the way it comes...dont worry about whats going to happen tomorrow. whether its good or bad....well, I should take my own advice.. I worry about everything, I ain't gonna lie to you.. from my grades to different relationships. One might call me paranoid. My friends just call me annoying when I start worrying about crap that I shouldn't be and having it affect me. anyway..I need to learn how to live life as it comes, take whats given to me, and appreciate it...anyway, .so now its 1043 PM and that took me all of five minutes to type.. whats 5 minutes out of 24 hours? a whole lotta nothing.....God I have a LOT of packing to do...but dont feel like doing it.. W T F MAN! anyway..thats all for now, there will be plenty of thoughts tomorrow...I can just sense them coming. lol. goodnit everyone!  |
F*** UIC.... so get this. just when I finally thought I don't have to deal with their bullshit until June......I finally got that letter in the mail that I need to show the newly named "movement sciences" office....So I called them 10 times this morning, to find out if I can just get approved over the phone....nope, no answer.. fine, i figured they are closed for the summer. I gave it a shot and emailed them...they told me they are open 830-445 M-F regardless of breaks...so i called them around 200 pm to talk to them and they finally answered...I guess they noticed that someone was trying to reach them via telephone, so they decided to actually pick up this time... I asked them "how late are u open today" he replies "445 pm"....So i go there, arrive at 405 pm......go upstairs into the PEB building thing.. wow what an amazing confusing building... get to their office. its locked.. i knock on the door because the lights are all on as if they are open.. no answer. I go back down to talk to the receptionist (who originally directed me to the office)...and he replies "oh by the way, they juts left at 4 pm to go to the graduation" OKAY THEN I JUST GOT TOTALLY PISSED OFF.. THEY DIDNT NOTIFY ME THAT THEY ARE GOING TO LEAVE EARLY?! DONT TELL ME THAT IT WAS A SPONTANEOUS "OH LETS GO TO THE GRADUATION" THING... BULL FUCKING SHIT.. THIS SCHOOL FUCKING SUCKS. NOW I HAVE TO FUCKING GO THERE AT FUCKING 8 AM ON FUCKING MONDAY. FUCK THIS STUPID BULLSHIT SCHOOL. and BTW, i was in Bartlett, so it makes all the matters worse driving there... FUCK THEM!!!!